Present in the bustle

Almost spring break, yet the days are still full. Today I woke up early to do faerie hair at a Daybreaker event from 6-9 am before meditating in the karma room at noon followed by three classes until 6 pm. Stopped to eat empañadas before the drive back to Denver listening to Michelle Obama in the book Becoming. 

When I am blessing people before the faerie hair, I was present. Even with a line of 15 people waiting for my service, I can form a connection between me and the person receiving. This is a concentrated meditation for me. When I am in class, I am present and focused on whoever is talking. When I am eating, I am eating and I made sure to do that even though I was alone and could have easily spent the time on my phone. Everyday concentration in the busy life of the day. 

The future planning is creeping in, however, as I figure out how to manage the 18 credit end of class projects and a business plan. Yet, as always, with right effort and right concentration, they happen. 

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